Yesterday was my son Sean's 5th Birthday! That means i've been a mom for 5 years and 1 day now and although i haven't always been the best mom, I try really hard to do right by my kids... even if it doesn't always turn out the way i would like for it to...
anyways.....
My mom took Sean to NC to pick up my nephews last night and didn't take Silas too.. it upsets me because sean has been to NC before to see my nephews and Silas has never seen the ocean.. it doesn't make any sense to me, that when Sean was a baby my mom jumped at the chance to fly him to GA to see my brother Jake,,, and everytime they would go somewhere (traveling) they took Sean with them... now that I have two children they don't want to take them both they only want to take sean because it's easier.. but i went through this as a kid.... I wasn't the first or even the second grandchild on either side of my family and I never went and stayed with my grandparents or they take me anywhere without my parents... I never had the luxaries my kids get ... and it's not even my kids... it's just Sean that gets to do all the fun stuff and Silas is stuck at home with me and tommy!... although Silas is sick right now i wouldn't let him go because of it... doesn't matter they stated in the beginining that they were only taking sean if anyone...
Now... my birthday... is in two weeks well less than two weeks and my mom bought me tickets to Keith Urban... (so excited) #Keith Urban... but anyways my mom bought me the tickets when they went on sale and I was so excited I came to school that same night and told Sandy about them.. and then the very next week she won 4 tickets and 4 backstage passes... hard to believe? I thought so... but then she said that she was giving me 2 of each but I still haven't seen the tickets or passes.. I just don't know what to think... Sandy is much older than me age wise... but not mentally... She is just like a teenager which makes her loads of fun but also makes me not want to trust her... i don't know what to do...Although i love Sandy very much i find it hard to believe people unless they have proof...
What to do what to do..
Not just that ... but tommy informed me that he will be completly miserable the night we are in nashville because he has to sit around and do nothing the whole time i'm at the concert! Frankly I don't care! This night is about me not him... i don't really care what he does.. i tried to pay for a tattoo for him because he hasn't been tattooed in over 2 years and i was trying to do something for him so he wasn't bored.. but he waited too long and now he can't get an appointment!
Signing out ... gotta get back to class :(
Klajo
